sepatutnya aku happy bila ada yang terinspired bila baca entry aku. sayangnya aku cuma happy pada mulanya. then, all of sudden i felt so empty, so worthless. i don't know how to deal with praises and compliments. should i be thankful then?!

sometimes i do write to impress. sometimes to express. most of the time, because it just makes me feel good. hell... i just can't write because people expect me to write. i couldn't write just because somebody loves my writings.