my conscience is killling me.

no, it's not. i am still breathing and kicking hard. my conscience is not really killing me.

that is just a small matter. just another glitch in the cycle of my life.

no, that's not a small matter. that is a huge matter but i think i could handle it. i am good at handling problems.

it does not kill me yet.

things that don't kill me only make me stronger.

"ayatku ayat sekerat.
ayatku tak cukup sifat.
ayatku boleh buat orang sesat.

laukku dah cukup cukup masin
laukku cukup masin
tak perlu engkau tambah garam."